I'm healing great I actually feel back to normal. My wounds are almost all healed up, only the drain port area is sore. I feel very blessed to be doing so well so quickly.
But I think the hardest part is mentally changing my diet.... Chicken broth, beef broth, yogurt BLAHHHHH So much blandness and no crunchiness is driving me insane. I crave seasoning! lol but I have to constantly remind myself its all worth it. I am slightly scared though I can eat more than 1/4 cup of broth and they say u should feel full with 1/4 but I never get a full feeling, so a lot of times I make a cup and I slowly eat it, although I don't feel full I just cut myself off that thats enough. So I wonder if there is some type of imbalance that my brain doesn't register the full feeling. When I see my doctor at the end of the month I might ask her about it... oh I also have a dietitian meeting this week so maybe I could ask her to about it....
On a brighter note I'm at 390 now, soo woo hoo thats 31lbs in 2 weeks! That sounds like a lot but every day I look in the mirror I dont see it yet and the frustrating for me I wanna see it right now... I wanna drop like 100lbs tomorrow... but it all takes time... I'm gonna pray a little harder that God helps me thru these times where its mentally and emotional more difficult.
Well until my next blog, Take Care
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